singularity, inc.

somnambulist

used to be my favorite word.  now it’s something like ‘bright’ or ‘new’ or ‘awake’.  short and sweet and lively.  this week has been a learning experience/roller coaster/rite of passage of sorts. i have learned that

a) i am an adult

b) it is possible to spend the entire day in bed when you’re not sick

c) being really broke sucks (a lot)

d) i am strong

e) climbing on abandoned shit was way more exciting when i was like 14

f) i know more useful people than i ever imagined

i have also learned many new words including fantod, and the true meaning of convalescence.  i am still, for all intents and purposes, not really working.  but i am cheerful, and thankful, and glad.  i am being summoned from upstairs.  literally.